Usually when I’m stressed or feeling down about things I write poems as a way of letting things out. It’s been awhile. And tonight I really just felt that I had to get it out of me. So, I wrote a poem, and decided to post it on my blog as well as facebook. Hope you guys enjoy.
Gusts of Light
You think there’s a change.
Could it finally be?
Happiness? Peace of mind?
Just when you had the thought.
It all comes crashing down.
Like a candle in a windy field.
You test the light of optimism.
Only to be overpowered with a gust of pessimistic winds.
Now only darkness reigns upon my field of unsettling happiness.
Do I dare?
What does my little light, my little chance of happiness have against the gustly force of negativity,
That always seems to find me.
Do I dare?
What are the odds of someone finding me?
To block the wind that time after time shades me in darkness.
Do I dare?
To take a chance and lighting happiness.
Only to be disappointed once again.
Because I cannot be found,
And am truly lost.
I just came across this and couldn’t believe it when i first read the headline. Decapitated…dismembered…Gay teen. I’m brought to tears after reading this. The shit people do to us, and to eachother, is just, horrific. A 19 year old gay teen in Puerto Rico was decapitated, dismembered, and burned. How ANYONE could do that to another human being is beyond me. I just hope the poor kid was dead before they released that awful pain against him. Link below for the story. :’-(
Just when you think we are making progress, something like this happens.
So I just stumbled across another amazing song by the one and only, Lady Gaga….it’s supposed to be with Beyonce, but I’m guessing shes just in the background because I didnt actually even hear her in the song…Idk, maybe Im just tired. But it’s called Telephone, and the beat is catchy. Can’t wait to dance my assss off to it at the clubs! Holler!
**Ok, I’m retarded. I just listened to the song again and you clearly hear Beyonce…haha. my bad my bad.
Well, I cannot really describe how insane this video is. And not in a bad way. Lady Gaga has always shown us how creative she can be and when you think that she can’t suprise you anymore, this video comes out. At first I was like, eh its ok so far. But once it keeps going its like damnnnnnnnnnnnn…..Again, you have to see the video to see what I mean. So enjoy!
So I absolutely love Kathy Griffin and Tyra Banks. I just ran into an episode on Youtube when Kathy was on her show and it was sooo funny. They have great chemistry and it was a very entertaining episode to watch. They play a few celebrity games and the guests ask Kathy some questions. Kathy just came out with her new book which she talks about on the show. She goes in depth on some really serious and personal issues. It sounds like a great book. Below I have the videos of the episode with Kathy and Trya. Hope you all enjoy!
So as you all know, Lady Gaga lovessssssssssssss her gays, and even ended her acceptance speach at the VMA’s with “This is for god and the Gays.” Lady Gaga you are absolutely amazzzingggg, and who else better to dress up as for Halloween then the biggest role model ever. You are awesome, and I proudly dressed up as Lady Gaga for Halloween. Getting my costume together was sooo much fun and once I got it together and tried it all on, I could not wait to get to the club in Appleton to show it off to everyone. This was for you Lady Gaga!!! Much love, keep doing your thing!
I just had to post this after I saw my friend had posted it on Facebook. It’s soooooo funny and fricken cute! It is indeed a little baby doing the stanky leg!!!Go lil boi!
This is Desiree Jenning. Or at least how she appeared to look when she was a chearleader for the Redskins. She was only 26 years old when her life took a tragic turn for the worse. Just 10 days after getting a flu vaccine she started having seizers and blacking out and has been hospitalized where she was then diagnosed with a rare neurological disorder called Dystonia. The batch of flu vaccines was FDA approved and they said there was no known side affects…Well tell that to Desiree.
This is how she appears when she tries to walk forward.
When I first saw the video, I swear to god I thought they were just kidding at first, util I watched more into the video. It’s tragic. I couldn’t even imagine how my life would be if that were to happen to me. And they said it was about 1 in a million chances of that happening. I don’t think I could take flu shots anymore. It’s been awhile since I have, but I’d rather just get sick and have my body build up the immunities for it on its own, then have a lifetime of what she now has to go through. Here’s the video for you guys to watch.
Just keep your head up Desiree. They’ve come along way in so many different things these days, you never know if and when they will be able to help you out! I hope for the best and my heart goes out to you.
Oooooooooooooooook….Im not really sure how I feel about Jon….but to me he just seems bitter that he is no longer part of the show which is why he’s trying to get his kids off it and for the show to end…he says he doesn’t want his kids on the show bla bla…but he was OK with that when he was part of the show? hmm…ironic. Anyways. Jon appeared on The Insider where he got his ass handled by Nancy Grace…literally. Here’s to two part video of Jon vs. Nancy…who do you think wins?
Ok first off, Tyra, I love you. I think you owned that runway. No bitch as come close to you. Not even Naomi, who I don’t even care for. You’re the Queen of fashion and you love your gays. We love you too! But you’re human, and like the rest of us sometimes the stuff that comes out of your mouth is…well a little retarded. I was watching the show today and it was all about women and trying to get pregnant and what not. And this doctor was explaining to this couple about a way they could conceive. And basically its when the guy jerks off into a cup and they take some of the girls eggs and put them together in a test tube so the sperm can get into one of the eggs, and forms an embryo. Well. While the lady was explaining this topic, Tyra jumps in and asks…and now this isnt a direct quote, but pretty much along the lines of what she said:
So how old is the embryo before it’s insterted back into the woman? Is it like a couple months? Like is there actually a little baby you are actually putting back into the woman?
Ok……….so the first part of the question was totally legit…but then after she asked if theres actually a little baby you can see that you put back into the lady…oh Tyra…how is an embryo supposed to start forming…in a test tube? And what the hell would it be eating from? I tried finding the actually clip on youtube, but is yet available. But you can indeed go onto the Tyra Show website and check it out yourself and heres the link: http://www.tyra-show.info/
It’s the episode from 10/27/2009
Now please note I am not shit talking her at all. But the thing she said…deaammmnnnnnnnnn……….Much love. Love you Tyra!
